Wednesday, January 2, 2019

Farewell Tacoma

Tacoma ("around New Years" 2007 - "around New Years" 2019) lost a short battle with FIP on roughly his 12th birthday. It was quite a journey with him, and I'm quite grateful our paths crossed one April afternoon.


The day before I moved to Boulder in the spring of 2007, with U-Haul loaded and ready to end the Austin chapter of my mid-20s, I handed in my apartment key and drove to my sister's apartment a few miles away. In the grass next to my parking spot was a box with cat supplies, and next to it a kitten in a crate. After a few hours and no one returning to claim him, we took him inside. Hmmm.... to drop him at the Humane Society in the morning or bring him with? He had already been rejected once, but was playful, mild mannered, and litter box trained. It seemed fate had decided we should be companions, so he joined me on my new adventure. His colors reminded me of Mt. Rainier so I named him Tacoma.

#kittenlyfe

Tacoma's personality was far larger than he was right from the start. He loved fresh laundry and cardboard, as most cats do, but was otherwise a fairly bold and atypical cat. He was unafraid of dogs 5x his size. He travelled well, content in a car or plane. He climbed absolutely everything to the point where I joked his middle name would be Viesturs, and played incessantly. I found several of his baby teeth by virtue of impaling my heels on them after they had fallen out... he was a handful, but a joy.

His favorite part of our first home was the post-work daily walks; no matter how I tried, he would escape my front door at least once a day. He chased squirrels, would play with dogs, try to climb trees after birds, and generally explore regardless of weather until as many as 45 minutes had passed. Eventually I stopped trying to keep him indoors and grew to look forward to our daily excursions. Despite requiring effort and extra planning, he quickly became a part of my daily routine and a welcome companion.

#petlyfe

After our first 2 years in Boulder I moved from garden level apartment to a top floor condo, so our walks ended. His favorite activity became sunbathing on the balcony. I've never seen anything take such pleasure in lying in the sun. When inside he was a ridiculous lap cat, constantly wanting to just hang out, it seemed. Once in the middle of dinner he hopped unexpectedly into my lap only to land in a bowl of Thai red curry. I'm pretty sure that was the only proper bath I ever gave him. It took a while for his coat to return to normal, and I'm sure he tasted Thai chilies in his catfood for several days after bathing himself... He would also burrow as I slept so I would wake up with him draped across me - impossibly under the sheets even, and liked to play hide-and-seek more than any cat I've ever seen. Half the time I didn't even know we were playing until a meow indicating, "I'm hiding... come find me" would grow louder and louder until I responded.

Like most cats, I believe, Tacoma was a bit of a nightmare to others. Many joked that only I could handle such a demon. He demanded you give him time to warm up to you, and was not friendly to those not patient with him. He was not kind even to others who cared for and fed him; pet sitters, friends, my family. And yet with me, he was always gentle and warm. I'll never be able to explain it, other than he was grateful for my care at his early age and his appreciation for me as a housemate.

In addition to behaving unusually catlike and fearless as a kitten, he was also unusually large. I'm not a cat expert, but once full grown he was also huge compared to most cats I've known, weighing over 16 lbs but not appearing overweight. Without exposure to the outside other than the balcony, he stayed quite healthy and at that same weight for many years.

Last April during a bout with pancreatitis I fed him via syringe into a tube from nose to stomach for several days and wondered if he survived that whether he'd live another 8 years. He lasted just another 8 months.

#afterlyfe

I can't say that I would consider myself a cat person, but it is shocking what one gets accustomed to. It might be a long while before I'm used to a new morning routine without pet food and litter boxes; a new travel routine that doesn't include a pet sitter or pet logistics of any kind; a shopping routine without put supplies; not being woken by at 3am by the distinct "oh no I'm about to barf" meow or with a leg asleep due to a 15 pound animal draped across it. 12 years with a housemate of any kind will do that to a person.

Thursday, January 26, 2017

January 2017 in Tahoe

The 237" of snow recorded by the Tahoe snow lab (elevation 7000’) this month is 35% more than any previously recorded January. The previous record of 175" came in the winter of 1981-82.
https://files.opensnow.com/Tahoe/2017/january4/Jan_Snows.JPG
Jan 2017 became not just the deepest January but also the snowiest month ever recorded in Tahoe... again not by an inch or two but by a massive variance of 36" (beating 201" from March of 1992).

Contrast 237" with the total of 1" from January 2015. I believe going from record drought to record snowfall in 2 years is explained only by human-induced climate change. Either that or the law of averages is simply playing out, but such extreme deviations from norm is anything but average, and is unseen in previous years. There were no significant global weather events to have caused this, such as a volcano eruption. I am not a meteorologist, oceanographer, or a systems ecologist, but I would guess this extreme variation is due to the unusual change in oceanic temperatures that man has caused (which affects the jet stream and moisture flows, etc.) Given even very minor changes in ocean temperatures are causing increasingly frequent extreme weather (it only takes a cooling of .5 degree Celsius - 1 degree Fahrenheit - to be considered a La NiƱa winter), we should be cautious to not cause greater deviation from norms.
While many people are excited about what a great ski season this has been already, including myself, I still believe it is cause for concern. The collective population, or the current government at the very least, seems to think that tinkering with or mutating systems ecology as if nature were a roulette wheel is not dangerous. I think otherwise.
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Wednesday, April 6, 2016

Spring skiing

The following was written in Steamboat Springs earlier this year, at the end of a February in which Winter Park recorded 0 snow in 21 of 29 days. The weekend I wrote this I skied 1 of 3 days. The opportunity to ski Steamboat was met with ambivalence. I suppose it was either gut check time or time to face reality that the ski season was ending. On the way home I drove over Rabbit Ears... it was tracked out. I stopped and considered a quick tour for a few short laps. Instead I hiked for a few minutes then headed back towards the Front Range. On top of Berthoud Pass again I stopped and considered a quick tour for a few short laps... instead I passed. It seemed winter was over and I was depressed; too much so even to ski.

2/28/2016
It's a ferociously bright day on the Yampa. This winter's frozen and dormant freshwater bounty is awakened - it settles, melts, and drains into the river to begin its journey towards the Pacific. [If it's lucky enough to make it there, this year's humpback babies await. But there are many peaches, tomatoes, and avocados needing nurtured between Steamboat and the Pacific that will probably take priority over a complete journey.] The mallards and the magpies are busy and seem happy about the changing season. [The songbirds have already returned to Boulder but not yet here.] 
I, however, am torn. I am warmed by the sun overhead and cooled by the snow underfoot. Excited about climbing, riding and running but already dreading an exhausting gap of non-powder days between now and December. The new buds on the willows and aspen smell nice, but I'd rather be floating on a foot of fresh. I'm not ready to stop skiing quite yet. [Am I ever?]
Spring, I like you almost as much as I love fall, but you're several weeks early. I hope this is just a preview.
I was sad because this trip hadn't gone the same way as my January trip, when it dumped for 3 days straight and yielded my deepest inbounds turns of the season (bless you, Steamboat, those turns will not be forgotten...). I was sad because it was hot and dry. It looked more like April than February. A season that had started out in an extremely promising way fizzled and was sputtering its way towards disappointment.

And then the calendar turned to March.

How quickly things can change in the spring! Winter Park recorded something like 90 inches. The northern mountains got dumped on. Despite incredible storm totals, avy danger dropped quickly. I decided to tour for 3 straight Saturdays with co-workers. The results were fantastic.

St. Vrain Mountain
East Portal
Brainard Lake

Long live spring backcountry skiing.

After these great outings, the Indian Peaks collected over 4 feet in a 3 day storm. That was a helluva Saturday, needless to say...

Some might say the end of ski season is a foolish and shallow thing to be sad about. There are millions of other tragedies that occur on a daily basis. Yes, I understand that I am privileged and lucky to be able to consider this a problem when there is rampant poverty, hunger, homelessness, etc. But I love skiing, and it's hard to say goodbye. Thankfully I don't have to just yet.

Monday, February 8, 2016

Drawn to some other where...

In the Fall of 2009, I traveled to Costa Rica for the first time. I had an itinerary, some fear and probably some expectations, but found myself completely blind-sided by how that trip would affect me. Put another way, I was well-prepared for the journey but not-at-all-prepared for what it would do to me. I'm not ashamed to admit that it stole a portion of my heart in a way that I wasn't even aware was possible. I'm not sure whether I left a piece of my heart there or if a part of Costa Rica planted itself in me. Whichever is correct, I want to be moved, shaken, molded, changed by somewhere again. I don't think anywhere new will have the exact same effect, but that's not what I'm in search of.

I have a long list of places I want to see. Time to set a goal and make it happen. When wanderlust strikes it strikes deep.

Sunday, June 21, 2015

The trending holocene extinction

I would like to address the recently trending holocene extinction publication co-written by 6 university faculty from the US and Mexico, and the social media reaction to it (on Facebook and Twitter).  The first draft of this in my head was laden with profanity, anger, mockery, etc.  I hope what actually materialized to keystrokes is more informative and exhortative than that.  Here goes...

Is this actually news to us? Did we not believe the obvious signs until new math and pretty colored charts joined the discussion? Must we scrutinize fossil records to clear the fog from our glasses? Did we really need the authoritative voice of several professors to reveal man's relationship to nature?  How is this new information? Come on everyone; we're all rational thinking beings. You don't need to channel your inner Radagast the Brown to see this. Let's not pretend we don't know mankind has been pushing species to extinction for centuries. In the 1900s it was worldwide news that we should Save the Whales. Us in the United States need look no further than our country's rear view mirror to see the decimation of historical populations of wolves, mountain lions, beaver, and buffalo.

Bison skull pile

We don't even have to go that far; take a peek at the California state flag and the grizzly bear on it.  Ultimately grizzlies were considered pests and so a bounty was offered for their heads and they were all killed.

If you haven’t seen Vanishing of the Bees (recommended), maybe you have heard of or seen Dances With Wolves (only won 7 Oscars...).  The sentiments in Avatar were not new in 2009.  Book sales and box office stats clearly show The Lorax has been a familiar tale for decades. We know population decimation and we know we're responsible.  There was no tragic scientific mystery wiping out the beaver - we liked to wear their skin and so we killed them.

This study doesn't solve ignorance.  Instead it reveals apathy.

"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, Nothing is going to get better. It's not." - The Lorax
It is quite simple; people don't recognize the enormous wealth of nature. We don't value it so we trash it. We exclude the commons from economics so nature appears to have no material worth. Salaries for creating effective marketing campaigns and writing software for tracking email clicks are far higher than for saving an endangered species, so that's how we are motivated to spend our time. Cattle ranchers don't want to share "their" grazing land with value-less buffalo in Montana so when they cross into Montana from Yellowstone, they are slaughtered. We prefer commuting by car over walking/biking, and don't mind paying for gasoline in exchange for the convenience, so Rwanda's mountain gorilla habitat is incinerated.

Mankind doesn't value nature. It values other things. Therein lies the cause of a holocene extinction.


Look at what makes headline news.  People are more concerned with what Tom Brady knew of deflated footballs, how much Wall Street went up or down, or the length of Jennifer Aniston's hair than the survival of those Rwandan mountain gorilla. Despite all the religious texts and ethical norms, people worship material wealth, financial gain, retweet counts and social accolades. Don't kid yourself; mankind worships money. More often than not it is the Dollar our God that we love with all our heart and with all our soul and with all our strength. We lust after GDP and shiny treasure, and so we mine the mountains and pollute the rivers in search of gold. We have convinced ourselves that plastic bags are ostensibly cheaper than cloth or paper bags to carry groceries in, and as a result whales and turtles starve to death with bellies full of plastic. Without question we are surrounded by the Garden of Eden yet we prefer an iPhone over a Redwood grove.  Alligator alley is just the land between Naples and Lauderdale rather than a prized sanctuary for the Florida panther.  The Everglades aren't a view to Florida's natural state... it's where we dump our pet pythons when they get too big to keep. We enjoy our morning caffeine fix and 3-ply toilet paper, so Sumatra's forests become timber lots and monoculture coffee farms instead of remaining precious wildlife habitat.
Only after the last tree has been cut down,
Only after the last river has been poisoned,
Only after the last fish has been caught,
Only then will you find that money cannot be eaten.

Cree Indian Prophecy
I believe the mass extinction of domesticated animals would be treated very differently.  Imagine the reaction if dogs, cats, cows or pigs (no more bacon cheeseburgers?!?!) were on the chopping block.  Regardless of humor actual sentiment, this speaks volumes:
https://twitter.com/WillHinsa/status/612659246300139520
In addition to apathy on the part of the masses, I believe the study also calls out socioeconomic problems of exploitation and global economics. Many people in Uganda, Brazil and Indonesia struggle to feed their children, so when a French man with a blank check offers a short-sighted solution to hunger, the rainforests fall (and so do family bonds, among other things). When the Chinese dangle prosperity on a string to Nicaragua or Ecuador by building a new canal to rival Panama's or exchanging irreplaceable jungle for oil, the temptation appears to be too great to resist.  Additional food may land in stomachs but Latin America is robbed of her greatest treasure forever, and so are the rest of us.

Ok, so we don't need a weatherman to know which way the wind blows.  What of the social media reaction?  All I see in the social media is people either accepting the doom and gloom inevitable or fishing for likes and retweets. This is ridiculous.



What should be done instead of liking or favoriting or tweeting?

If you want to actually do something that might slow this extinction, do not merely retweet or share the work of a consortium of professors.  Instead, change your value system to place value on the wild things around you. Re-learn the definition of enough. Visit a zoo and make a mental note of all the times you see Deforestation or Habitat Loss listed as the reason for status of Endangered (pro tip: it should nearly match the count of animals seen). Tell those oil explorers to get out of the Amazon by riding your bike to work. Give your money and time to conservation efforts.  Swap that Vegas bender for an ecotour in Borneo. Teach your children that nature matters. Consider where the things you buy come from and how they're made. Don't buy things you don't need. Know what need actually means. At the risk of saying something overtly pious and from the perspective of the wealthy, don't buy cheaply made things, as inexpensive things are often made inexpensive at the expense of nature (again, we exclude the commons from economics). Maybe read some or all of these books on the topic (I recommend them all, and there are many others which these should lead you to):

  1. Small Is Beautiful: Economics as if People Mattered
  2. The Wealth of Nature: Economics as if Survival Mattered
  3. An Ecology of Happiness
  4. Rewilding Our Hearts

The solution is difficult and painful, and I don't pretend to be immune. It will require a kind of restraint which mankind rarely reveals. It will require a change to the value system of billions of people. We will have to care about monkeys and trees as much as we care about 401(k)s and the World Cup and the World Series and Tiger Woods. It will require "poor" people to recognize the value of the natural world surrounding them and to decide that the preservation of it (at the cost of their short term financial gain) is better than an act of irreversible plunder which would make all of us poorer. It will require the politicians in nations with indigenous peoples to uphold the land and mineral rights of those first nations. We will have to value keeping the rivers of Chile in their natural state more than the electricity and the wifi offered by damming them (http://www.sinrepresas.com).  Et cetera.

On this Father's Day, take a minute to consider how the collective We should explain to our children and grandchildren why there are no more rhinos or tigers or orangutans.  If we don't change our behavior right now, then any answer other than, "because we didn't care to keep them around for you to see" would be a blatant lie. I personally never want to have to explain what the main character in JAWS is/was, and why there is no longer any such thing as a great white shark in the ocean. I don't have children or grandchildren. I may never. But I believe the quality of the legacy of the current generations and what we leave to the future of mankind hinges on our ability to change our value system and drastically change our view of nature. Life on this planet is unique and precious.  There are trillions of Earth-like planets in the universe, and so far we know of life on none of them except this one. Any species is therefore worth more than its weight in gold then, isn't it?  Let's act like we know how unique and precious life is instead of knowingly and idly sacrificing it for money and convenience.

That's enough writing.  I'm going outside to spend some time in nature.  I for one value it greatly.